Last night I returned my talisman back to nature. I walked down to a nearby lake. It is a lovely spot where the snowy egrets and the blue herons wait patiently for their next meal. A place where the gnarled tree branches stretch out over the water, creating a peaceful canopy of rich colors. I stood for a long time watching the sunset wash across the sky. As I threw my talisman and watched it sink into the shimmering water, I prayed for the man I love to return to me forever.
I now know why people find it so difficult to release their talisman. For some strange reason that small piece embodies all our hopes and dreams. It is the last solid object we can truly hold. Giving it away is sad and painful. But perhaps it is supposed to be. Perhaps by letting go of it we can finally begin to allow all the positive energies to flow.
We can begin to be happy again.
My hope is that all who are waiting(as I am) for their loves to return will find a moments peace, a moment of calm when they read my message. Everyday I read this website for re-assurance and encouragement. It has been a true blessing during a retchid time of misery and self doubt.
It is important to allow yourself to feel all of your emotions. Allow yourself to cry, to be angry and feel betrayed. But never forget why you found this place.
Your love is a gift, not a burden.
Rebecca, NC